Dear God,

 

  I am so frustrated! I care for them both the same, as brothers, but they bicker and fight like children. I don't know what to do anymore. I pray for them everytime I think about them-- why do they do this? I have to sit there and listen to them fight and it's all because of her. I pray I wont get bitter towards her. Help me to remain peaceful-- keep my heart pure. I'm fed up with this! It's mainly his fault. I see the comments he makes about him. I think it's so flippen stupid!! Why do they act this way? No no no, why does HE act that way. Part of me thinks the other one is completely innocent in everything he does, but this other guy is the indicater in all the anger and bitter words that are said.

 

  I'll sit there and listen to them complain about each other. Maybe it's just a personality clash between them, in that case they need to get a hold of themselves and just stop it. Perhaps both of them need to just mind their own business and stay out of each others life's.

 

  "Is that possible?" I ask myself.

 

  I don't think it is with her in their lives. You all SUCK! I you dragged me into this. I don't give a crap about either one of you romantically. Neither one of you are the reddest bricks on the wall. I am so sick of you fighting!! Do you even know what you are doing to me? Every time I see you make a stupid little comment you should have kept to yourself-- you hurt me.  

 

  JESUS! Help me! I don't know what to do!

 

  I care about them both, they're my friends and I can't stand to see them fight. It hurts me, God. I don't know what to do. Give me wisdom! Please!?

 

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"opinions are like bellybuttons; everyone has one." -don't know

  Welp school started today. I forgot where I left off in my books so I just had to take a wild guess. I might be doing some stuff again, but then I might have jumped ahead. I'm not all to sure.

 Charyl Salem is our guest preacher this Wednesday night. She is a really awesome preacher and she has a really cool testimony. looking forward to going and seeing her. Anyone feel like going with me?

 Does anyone know how to make pictures smaller than they are? I have this new profile pic, but I can't figure out how to make it smaller.

I thought she just did not care any more.. maybe she doesn't and just invited me to sit with her group so she didn't feel like she was being rude. After the message I just left... it was obvious that she did not want to talk to me and I had nothing to say to her. Saw her again at night. She was sitting by this boy I had seen in youth, but I had no idea she knew him... it left me to the impression that maybe they where going out. I thought she would have learned her lesson with her last boyfriend, in which relationship is how we lost our friendship. I guess I'm glad now that we aren't friends any more, I would hate to go through another of her relationships with her. Maybe I do care what happens to her and that is why I keep writing about her in my xanga. why can't you just learn your lesson? why can't we be friends anymore? why can't you be single until you are actually old enough? you'll keep losing friends, keep having your heart broken and the people involved with your life; they're hearts will keep getting broken until you learn your lesson. will you ever learn?